Thank you Mom, Dad..

so yesterday my friend said:

call la mak kau...
esok hari ibu...

then i thought,

yeah, it's been ages since I wished for her on any ocassions..

be it mothers day,

teachers day,

even, her birthday..

i don't know,

it feels like I don't know anymore,

how to express such things to my mom and dad.

sometimes i'll just ask my sis n bro to wish in my place..

things aren't what they used to be..

we used to talk about anything, everything together,

now it's just the important things,

my study, dad's work, mom's school, households..

i hope one day, things would be just the way they were..

i remember,

when i was 15 i thought to my self that I would be happy to die before my parents do..

and now i still do..

i don't know..

maybe i just can't live without you guys..