I Never Meant To..

My Dearest Friend..

I think by now you'd already realise how I'd tried so hard to distant myself from you..

I tried to be someone else, yet nothing had ever change...

It pains me every second to be away from a good friend which only comes once in an eternity..

It's not that I want to sever this tie we'd forged all these times,

but there're always vile eyes staring in jealousy and envy

(mata-mata yg tidak merestui persahabatan kita ceewaaaAAAAAAAAAhh)..

And I don't want to be the victim of these vileness anymore..

I really hope that my beautiful lie will someday come to an end..

Where we would be close friends again, spending time together, laughing, crying, screaming...

I promise you, everything'll be just like what it used to be someday..

At least I hope so..

And then I'll be able to say:

..I'M FINALLY FREE..

p.s.: it's kinda like a gay post since the 'Friend' here is a guy..I just hope this 'Friend' will get to read this and know that :

I never meant to run away..